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Anxious Mess

by Sequoya Waring

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Coney Island 02:34
Coney Island, what will we find there? Will it be an inspiration or an empty pack of cigarettes? On the N train, rattling through cracked concrete I run away from the defeat before it sets in Blankets on hardwood, that's my new standard Buying groceries is key, when you're doomed to meander On the streets of Manhattan and pretend to afford Getting no pay for going door to door in a suit even though you're really piss poor And when I'm staring into daylight Is it just to avoid eye contact? At the window, I pick up people's conversations Honking, yelling, and never-ending car alarms Pass the people en route to the subway station The blooming store locations never lose their seasoned charm Screw my inhaler, I'll learn to live without it Who needs to breathe with fully open airways anyway? Like a sailor, finding balance on my ship, I hope and hope I do not slip In front of pretty girls and cooler guys on the subway And when he looks at me, I know that it is our stop Yes when he looks at me I know that it is our time to get off Coney Island, what will we find there? Will it be an inspiration or an empty pack of cigarettes?
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Whisper, whisper, please don't talk It spoils the fun quite a lot Whisper, whisper, not so loud I'm tryna find the silver lining on the incoming raincloud But all I have is time to work with Cause I just can't make the choice But I can tell every time we talk You can sense the tension lyin' in my voice But I need time to make up my mind What should I say, what should I do? Should I claim it's fate so I don't have to choose? Don't see a way to win but don't know how to lose All alarms are firin', I just hit the snooze But all I have is time to work with Cause I just can't make the choice But I can tell every time we talk You can sense the tension lyin' in my voice And if I could turn back time I'd probably only make the same mistakes Not out of loneliness but out of knowing that Life is fate But I need time to make up my mind
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Old King John, always looking for a throne to sit on All his life, thinking he could do no wrong But then one day, he went the wrong way And wandered down the wrong path Now no one knows where his mind is at He lost it in the fall and that's a fact Oh Now he stands, at the cliffside his feet still stuck in the sand No recognition of the land that he once ran Never moving forward from The regressive state that he's in Seeing others as a tank of sin The living don't make any sense to him No No one hears, his silent screams he 'jects as the people come near Or they don't care, they dream about his waking nightmare He doesn't finish anything that he st
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Lately 03:39
Do you hate me? I'm sorry. I can't tell right now. I feel like I'm returning to my hell right now. These voices are ringing all the bells like how I hope we're still friends we haven't fell right out. But it's all a delusion To keep myself from happiness Sorry for all the confusion I just wish your best My life is a-fraying like a withered rope And I want to be buried just so I can cope Peek out at the surface with my periscope Maybe this baby will retain hope I don't know where you can find me But I hope it's somewhere in your heart I wanna see you right behind me It'd be a shame if all this fell apart Because lately I've been finding that you haven't been minding The gap between the two of us Missed calls and constant no shows they have left me feeling solo Reminiscing about when we grew up I take your every call, respond to every text But you can shift into a wall and it leaves me feeling vexed Where was the friend that I once knew You're leaving me in a cloud and I'm choking on the fumes I just don't know what to do... Where was the friend that I once knew You're leaving me in a cloud and I'm choking on the fumes I just don't know what to do...
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Debbie 02:03
Debbie we met in the room and I'll See you soon at the Blue Lagoon Promise you'll wait for me in the healing waters When I arrived I saw you there With a white streak of mud staining your hair and I Thought that you looked like adventure's daughter Fly away from your problems And you'll never really know if you can solve'm A tour of Europe all on your own Will help forget the damage being done back at home This is your last stop, so make it last Ice and lava stones will never break your bones But the words you heard at home have left you feeling quite alone Unless you know the road you're going for You're coasting through those open doors No expectations anymore, no Once you hit the road you can't return Or else you'll feel burned by the friction of the tables being turned Around you now You'll make it somehow Oh how this road has worn ya But are you ready to return to California With everything that Europe has shown Do you ever feel like venturing back home My guess is no
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There's a disconnect between our heads And I don't know which way to turn So I should say we go our separate ways So we aren't really getting burned 'Cause I believe you shouldn't be Around me all the time When you shoot your little daggers That just tinker with my mind It's clear to see that you and me Are not an even match But it's difficult for me to just detach And I can't fathom why I can't try Not to miss you, late at night Because you and I Could never be combined So Close the windows, the curtains Are floating on the breeze, I'm certain You and me are something But I don't know if it's just a daydream I wanna take a mem'ry break From the preceding months But I can't escape this empty space That you left in my lungs I get a chill, 'cause I know you will Chain me to my bed I get a chill from the windowsill This frost has me feeling dead And so I don't get pushed around I have to lift myself off the ground Pushing my arms out I slam down And Close the windows, the curtains Are floating on the breeze, I'm certain You and me are something But I don't know if it's just a daydream Close the windows, the curtains Are floating on the breeze, I'm certain You and me are something But I don't know if it's just a daydream
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I saw you hangin' 'round my dreams last night And I don't know why We haven't communicated Ever since that moment that we said good bye And I know this might be presumptuous But when you hear my name Do you get a churning in your stomach Do you feel the same as I do? I saw a picture of us the other day And was surprised to see When I was faced towards you, you looked the other way Where you already leaving me? 'Cause when you're living in the moment Boy, does time sure pass, so so fast And when you're anxious for the future You're always gonna ask if it'll ever last And if it doesn't, will you be living in the past But it was a gut punch When I viewed the truth with my own eyes Never did I realize through misty skies That you were not enticed And you were never entirely mine And now these butterflies that made me blind Have all left me behind But you're still on my mind And this pain I have not felt before But like lemon juice on an aging wound when I think of you I get so sore Was it all a display Oh can you tell me what was I to you anyway Was it all a display Oh can you tell me what was I to you anyway Oh can you tell me What was I to you... Anyway?
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Start Anew 04:30
I think it's time to start anew Exit the box and get a clue Because nothing can last forever So just think and snap the tether Blaspheme the scene and see the flames Follow the rules and play the game But I say, meaning is our creation And some things have no relation One, two, three One, two, go If that's how you live, then go on fine Just twist your lip and point at signs Click, watch your future drop and die Your twisted roots keep you preoccupied A fresh start, a fresh start's what I need In my heart, this complex carbon thing To feel love, a chemical reaction To love you, my fellow primate pal To be true, the truth being an amal- Gamation of sensations widely agreed upon OR NOT And of course my undying compassion (the chemical illusion disappears when I die) And I'll see you in heaven everlastin' (a rabid fascination that helps me rationalize) Death (When the quote, unquote light disappears from your eyes) Death (When you finally breathe your ending sigh) And that's the one where it all goes black And you'll never get those mem'ries back So enjoy it while you can (x a million) [Big finale finish]

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The first album by Sequoya Waring is a varying mix of dreamy, honest alternative pop that was designed to mimic the sounds and feelings of his life from the past 2 years. After years of singles and small releases, Sequoya launched a full collection of songs and skits.

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released August 14, 2018

Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Keyboard - Sequoya Waring
Cello - Michael Andrew

Voice Performers:
Eli Freireich
Maddy Guerra
Nathan Treas
Julion Roberts

Album photo by Eli Freireich

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Sequoya Waring is a DIY folk rock, Baroque-pop, indie slop musician from Asheville, NC now currently based in Brooklyn, NY.

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